You’re scared of the way I make you feel because you don’t want to feel anything.
You can’t pick and choose what parts of feminism you want. You can’t support your queer sisters but not your trans sisters. You can’t support your fat sisters but not your sisters of colour. Being a feminist means creating a positive and equal space for women. The second you start excluding women based on which characteristics you do or do not find appealing you have defeated the whole point of being a feminist.
I’m missing you so much tonight. I miss your laugh, your awful singing, those phrases you would say here and there, the way you would look at me, the way you called me beautiful, our late night talks on my front porch. But most importantly I miss the way you said I love you. I hope you’re doing good. I hope this is for the best. Maybe this is how it’s meant to be.